Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition often start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.

Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.

But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

The national guidelines need updating to reflect a
Juan Ryan
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